My snake... She shine!

This is the life...

Nobody can undertend or measure my feeling in this time...
Nobody can measure my pain in this week...

I think so, my feeling in this week was the worse since final of 2008!

I'm trying be happy again, because I have a lot of victories this time!
But I can't share it with you anymore...

My impulse, my emotional way make me try something that is not possible!
You never will come to me again, you acrossed the world one time... I know you can't now... and this is my falt! I remember my mistake day by day...

Realy... I'm trying go to you!
Move the montains and across the sea is very difficult... Day by day is to much more far from me... like the waves living me way from the coast...
If I keep, it's because I still love you... Not the oposite!

I realy want hope again and want discovery the infinite inside my soul, that is able to make the impossible for the love!
I realy want discovery my infinite way inside my soul!

The Darhma is your legacy in this life!
Finnaly, I can discovery mine... Because my karhma I just know...

Everything is connected and I believe that we are connected, too!

Sorry, but I still can't understand your anger...because I lost to much than you! And you know that!
If I'm rational, I'll be not just anger...
In oposition of this actitude, I'm looking for the infinite from my soul... Because I can't see rational explanation for that I can't see with my human eyes! It's not visible... not explainable...

If you have rational explanation for this, please tell me! I wanna know!

feel so alone...

This week was amazing!
To much work, but to much victories!

I'm happy because now, I'm working with good people!

But this don't make sense if you don't remember me anymore...

I can't send e-mails everytime, but my love never changes!
I'm working so much... and don't have day, hour, minute, second or some single moment that I don't think that I love you...

My heart pressed because I love you... and... you don't love me... worse: you don't don't speak to me anymore!...

I wanna scream, I wanna cry, I wanna see you again...
But you never will read this... like another times... You never will know how much I love you...