I'll Always love you!

Valentine's day... Alone!

He don't call me, don't tell me, don't say me if love me or hate me!

My cat is my companion today!

Completely alone... The kids is in vacations yet... Just my cat and my cup of coffe is here... It's my only friends today!

I wanna him here!
Just for speak, drink coffee or watch a movie...

I just wanna kiss his face again!

If he only knew that I still love him like the first time... No no... To much more than first time!

I still dream every night, thinking how much I love him!
I can't forget his eyes looking mines...

I can't forget his face when he look to me the first time!

The only thing that I still want, it's look in his eyes and say:

"I still love you and I'll always love you!"

Days...

Some days, I just can't keep pretending! Pretending that nothing happens!

Some days, I can't stop cry... And my tears nobody can see or understand...

Some days, the only thing that I can remember is his name, his voice, his words...

Some days, I just can't stop feel this hard pain inside my chest! Like a fire without light that burn deeply inside me...

Some days, I can't forget that I lost him and he don't want listen my apology...

Some days, I'm tired and sleepy because I don't sleep the last night, cause I was crying...

Some days, I just need him with me, forever!