You will never read... But sorry.

I'm sure, you will never read this words.
I feel guilty because I still think about you.
I know I create lots of not realistic expectations about you...
I know you changed. Because, in this years, I changed. I'm not the same girl that you met the first time...
I changed, but I still lost in an universe of things in my heart... I'm still just someone in somewhere in this universe...
In your heart, maybe, you are the same... Or completely different that you were years ago...
I still can't understand what's happening inside me when I think about you!
Sometimes, I want send a letter to you and say how much I'm sorry!
I want to say how much I feel bad about things I did and words that I said!
Unfortunately, you never will listen what I want to say or read this letter...
But I need say sorry.
Forgive me.
It hurts deep inside me!
Sorry... Maybe, someday we can understand everything...