No sugar!

Hey darlings and dears...

This morning I wake up so happy... go to the kitchen make coffee, (like always)!
I made coffee and see my sugar bowl... where is my sugar? Was no sugar... (T__T)

Oh F*king Sh*t! Coffee without sugar? ECA!(soud of desgosting)
I remember somebody... somebody likes coffee without sugar...

Well... today I drink coffee without sugar... I'm coffee adict...

I'll ask: This is a disease?
I think so: maybe...

Hey... tell me: You have coffee disease? (haha)

Don't suffer!

"Hey, my love...
Don't suffer!
I don't want you suffering!

My words are so hard, so stronger... but I just love you! It's a simple and difficult feeling!

I never will forget you! You too, Never forget me, please!"
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This weekend was a great moment to me...
I was learning about real love!

My master is keep waiting for her love... She teach me about this complicated and so simple feeling...

I was listening a music so beautiful...
The name is: Dream catcher - by Olivia

My mind always remembers yasashisa no kakera
mune no naka dakishimete

My heart binded by tears
sasayaka na 一瞬(toki) mo
kanawanai itoshisa wo motometeru

ah hoshi wo kazoete
nemureru you ni
anata ni tsutsumarete

* I wanna be your dream catcher
kokoro no oku sakanai hana wo
itsu no hi ka shinjite
I wanna be your dream catcher
ima hajimete umarekawaru
Fly again x3

My heart never surrenders
kodomo datta koro no
massugu na manazashi wa kawaranai

ah mitsumeru dake de
jishaku no you ni
omoi wo tabaneteku

I wanna be your dream catcher
donna kanashimi ga otozuretemo
mamoritai anata wo
I wanna be your dream catcher
ima hajimete tsuyoku nareru
Fly again

I feel something sneak into me
It surprises me
Opens me

* repeat

Burning in Jealous

This weekend I was burning in jealous...
I just go to my friends house speak, speak and speak...

My master was speaking about her love, speaking about how much painful is wait him...
For me, wait my love is not painful, but I'm missing him so much... Now I can remember this friday...
I will tell you:
Friday I was drinking my coffee in the shopping... (Mc Coffee always!) That shopping has LIVE music every friday, saturday and sunday...
The music touch me... and said everything that I feel... Not about jealous, but about the sure about my love to him...
The music in that night was a antique music, this is a part of music's translate:

"About the Memories
That I bring in my life
You're the missing
that I like to have
Just so!
I feel you near me
Again ...

I forgot!
Trying to forget you
I Decided!
Want you, for want
I decided to remind you
how much times
that I want remind
No fair to lose..."

Original part of music's translate(in porttuguese!):

"Das lembranças
Que eu trago na vida
Você é a saudade
Que eu gosto de ter
Só assim!
Sinto você bem perto de mim
Outra vez...

Me esqueci!
De tentar te esquecer
Resolvi!
Te querer, por querer
Decidi te lembrar
Quantas vezes
Eu tenha vontade
Sem nada perder..."

Missing...

Hey people!

I'm missing!
hahaha

...Because I'm working a lot in these days!
But I'm fine!

Tired... but, fine! (^_^)

In this weekend I made a new friend: Ai-chan.
She is my official japanese teacher! hahahaha

I speak to her that my japanese is bad, imature... but she says: Gisele no nihongo wa jouzu!
Means: Gisele's Japanese is fine!

I'm happy! Because:
Watashi wa ii seito!

Make it worth...

Make worth my sacrifice...
Make worth my love...
Make worth my job...
Make worth my emotion!

Please, make it worth!

My heart rises to the stars in true love,
My mind fly in the wind,
My soul invades the deserts and waters my destiny!

My every emotion, completely apassionated,
With my heart and deeply, inside my spirit
I can move the world
And everything will be revolutionized!

Please, belieave in me
and make it worth!

I miss you!

I miss you, my wind!
I miss your hurricane in my life! So great, so smooth, so kind...
Like a summer wind, so warm, so gentle, so sweet...

I miss you!
I miss your smile, your eyes, your face, your mouth... in my mouth!
I miss you so closer teasing me and pretending don't love me!

I miss you!
I miss your blow in my face, your poetry...
I miss my heart pulsing, my hand trembling, my blood boiling... because you was with me!

I just miss you...
I miss your hair, your smell, your perfume...
I miss your presence with me, when I needed you was there...

I miss you so much!
I miss you with all my heart, my soul, my mind...
I miss you, because I love you, because I can't live without you!

Don't give up!

I decide: I will fight!
Never will give up!

To much times I think: I'll give up... You don't love me, You don't desirve...
But I discovery: I desirve! (^o^)/

In this time, not is about you! It's about me! But... this is about you and me, too...
Wird...
It's your dream, but it's my dream...
This situation is like a coin... Two sides! Completely different sides, but just one coin!
If I made good job on my side, I'll made on your side, too!

Means conection!
United and separated in the same time...
This is simple and complicated!

I think so you don't love me, because you think so impossible...
But it's not impossible, just dificult!

My life was so much more difficult!
Don't worry... I'll make a revolution on the world!

(Lo que será, será, demo Watashi wa sekai wo kaeru!)

My pray will touch you!

Some times I think about you... to much more than I want...

I try stop... I can a time, but after, I can't anymore...

I decide that I'll fight to my dreams!
You teach me this!

Why we are in this life?
I don't know!
Maybe this conection is about past lifes...

The life is a Moebius ring, the destiny goes and back...
I believe that you will back! If not in this life, will be in another...

I'll pray to you... I'll pray and I'll touch your heart, your life!

I don't know if I'll see you again, but I know that our conection is stronger!
I know that when I pray I can touch you!
And when you pray you touch me and give me a strong feeling in that moment!
I feel... And I know: You can feel too!

I'm not worried, but so I pray and touch your heart your life!

No Love!

This blog is my main trash!
Here I put my human trash, every time!

I'm tense, nervous and sad!
This moment is very dificult to me... It's my Uranus revolution time!

Uranus destroied everything Saturnus make!
On Horoscope Map, at 29 years, is the Uranus revolution! It's a bad time... Because everything you has on your horoscope map, that is governed by Saturnus, is shaken!

On my map, Saturnus governs my 6th house. This house is diary's life, exemple: Home, work... Things that you have in your diary's life.

My whole life was for other people... sacrificies, work for others, donation...
I made everything with pleasure! I suffered with pleasure! Because I undertood that was good!
But I was wrong!

I destroied my life, my feelings, my job and more important: my dreams!
I can destroi everything, be I can't destroi my dreams! Because my dreams are my soul!

I'm realy suffering, because I don't want love anymore!
My unic love are my children!

For them I give my life, my dreams and my soul!
They are my power, my dream and my soul!
For them I'm a lion!

For now... I'm without love... For others!
This moment, My love is mine, by me, to me!

Egypt! and some people no nation...

Do you know?
I love arabian and egyptian music...
Gypsy Kings are no nation, because they are gypsy! I love Gypsy music, too!
Listen this musics an see the video clips!