In the beach!

Hi!

Here, pictures about my travel to the beach!

In the bus travel, the ways was congested! But the vision was beautiful!



My children was in the bus party! (laughs)



And...

The hot beach!!! Today was very very very hot!!!

Christmas

Here, in Brazil, nobody work in Christmas time... and the new year fest, too!

I'm running with my job, because I have 2 projects for write desperately, before Christmas!...

My mom invite me to her house, that is in Balneário Camboriú. My mom lives 2 blocks from the beach! I'ts a beautiful place!
She wants me there, with my children, in the Christmas until January 4th!

I have just 3 days for the travel!... I'm running in my job and I'm worried, because I need make to much things before!

I promise send a lot of pictures for the readers! (^_^)
I'll send news in MIXI diary, too!

Well... Merry Chritmas and a Happy New Year!

You are my sunlight!

You are my sunlight, my wind, my air... my breathing...
Now I can't live without you!
Now I can't live if I don't dream with you in the night... or in the day...
I think about you inthe day, in the night, in this moment, before and after...
I love you today... tonight, Now, in the past and in the future...
I'll be with you... and you will be with me...
Please "stand by me"!

Believe me!

Please believe me!
Please say something!
Your silence makes me suffering!

I never lie to you!
The bridges is oppening...
I'm working for this!

I don't want pass through by this again...
Please believe me, I need win everything through by love!
I hurt you and you hurt me too day by day, with your silence, with your lies...

I try very many times forget you... but I can't!

Please believe me... I love you.

I love you!

Some times, I can't express my feelings very well...
To much times I speak bad things instead "I love you"...
So sorry about my attitudes... I'm so stupid!

I just want say "I love you"! because my feeling is sincere!
The truth is simple: I love you! I can't live without you!
All along I try don't speak about this... Try hide my true feeling!
But I discovery that I can't!
My feeling is to big and can't be hide!

Just one more time:

I love You!

I hate be romantic!

Yes!
I hate my romantic heart!

I'm so stupid, ridiculous, idiot... !!!

when I'm in love I'm idiot, stupid and jerk!
Yes!
I cursed my love! I swear every time! I'm a idiot, ridiculous and stupid girl!

If I love him, why I swear him??
He is my prince, my heart, my soul, my life!
I love him with my life!
But I cursed every time!

I hate me!

Take a look in my stupid happy face in the town ...

Prince of Flowers!

Do you know the Thumbelina's story? Or Princess Thumb's story?

Well, this is a beautiful story about a little princess that love the little Prince of Flowers, Cornellius.
She is away of her love a very big time and after she met him!

Sometimes I feel this about my love...
Because he is my prince, my life and my soul!... and we are away... we are far!
But we are together because our spirits are connected!

I love my handsome Prince of Flowers! And I'm his Thumbelina forever!

My falt

When you will firgive me?
What I need make for you believe me?
What I need make for you forgive me forever?
I feel bad because you don't speak to me...
How much times I stay awake thinking and reminding that night...
How much times I desire your hand holding my hand...

I just miss you and I feel bad because you can't be here and this is my falt...

How much times I cry because I know that is my falt!...

We asked what we do! I decided!

I made everything and the true love is that begin in myself and complete myself!
This love touch another people, but this love back to your heart!

In this night, when the sky is gray, I'm thinking about my heart and what I feel...

My window was closed, because is raining... But I open and feel that cold wind coming and touch my face...

In this moment I feel my heart receiving relief...

I want cry, but I can't cry...
Just my body is screaming, because the tears can't come!
My whole body is paining...

The wind can't decid what the fire will burn...
The wind is not strong enough to extinguish the fire and in an unsuccessful attempt to extinguish the fire, it will disperse the flames! And everything will catch fire!

The wind feeds the fire and can only put out the fire if the flame is small!

The fire that I have in my heart not is a little flame... always been a controlled big fire and the wind is not strong enough to extinguish it.

Forget!
The desicion is mine, too!

Subliminal

Yesterday I was reading a music.
Translating...

I realy believe that when we sleep, we can go to other places...
Our subconscious goes in everywhere...
Maybe when we are missing somebody, we goes see this people in our dreams.

I begin pratice this when I was 9 years old...
When I was 11 years old, I wish on my window, saying to the wind: "Send my message to other side of the world and speak to my future love that I need him... And bring him to me!"

I made this to much times, look my sky in the night... feeling the cold wind of winter on my face...

My heart is fire, needs air for burn...
I love my wind that make me happy even he is far to me...