Who I love?

This though make me confuse...
Because I don't want love anymore... no more!

But sometimes I just feel, like somebody, when is falling love...
Some times, I just want somebody with me.... and other times, I want a certain man...

I don't like boyfriends, don't like passions, don't like dreams... I just want be free about every ilusions!
I have 2 feet! One foot is on earth... other is in the air...
My mind fly to the sky, some times... My heart beat so strong some times, when I think about somebody...
I really don't want! But the feeling is strong!

When I try just like other people, just like... I really can't!

Sometimes I think... Maybe I never will see him again... This make me so sad! But my hope recuse to die!