Sunday, September 28, 2008

I believe


Today, I was listening the music: I believe (YOFFY)

I ask for my friend that translate the lyric for me...

The music talk about when he was a child, he had dreams.
now, he is looking up on the sky, look the stars in the night
say,

"how can i make my dream come true?" "how much do i need to scream to make my dream happens?"

he feels lonely, alone walking without you
but he start to think
he feels a little saticfaction in his heart when the silence in the dawn
and recalls his past memory of childhood
one more... one more chance.
again
nothing is impossible
he will not look back because somebody believed him
he wants to tell everybody he will meet, what he feels...

So much times I say: "how can i make my dream come true?" "how much do i need to scream to make my dream happens?"
But my dreams was killed!

I dont have any dreams... No more!
But I'm fine...

I really cryed because this music...
This music remember me my lost dreams...

Friday, September 26, 2008

The Revolutionary Girl!

Today I whatched Utena. Was my 6th episode...

I see myself in Utena today... Some times ago, I think I was like Anty...

I was arrested, no freedom, no life... Like Anty...
She obeys, don't have decicion, because she can't be herself!

But I'm like Utena today! I'm making the revolution in my life and this is dificult for the people understend.

My element is fire, my zodiac sign is aries...
I'm The Revolutionary Girl?
Yes! I think so!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry, but I dont love you...

I'm sorry, but my heart don't want love anymore...

I have feelings, but they are so far...

I wait someday, make my heart warm again...

Sorry and just bye!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

I'm happy!


Today is a beutiful day for me! I receive the better new of my life, in the last times...

My heart is so glad! My smile is happy! ^^

Because somebuddy loves me!


He is so far, but is so closed too!
I can't stop think about him!

Masashi, you are special for me! You live in my heart!

I cut my hair


I cut my hair in this last week...

Not is a great thing, but my hair is so beutifull now! ^^

Do you think about?

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Worried...

Oh right!

Yes! I'm worried... AGAIN!
My work make me worried...

To day was a so dificult day, because everything, don't are in my hands anymore...
God help me and save me, because I'm so worried...
The Bible says: "Don't worry!" But I don't can make this...

I hope can sleep in this night!

My friends from so long, will be so desapointed with me, if I don't can help them...
They want so much a special help for come here...

I'm worry... so worry...

Oh my God! Some body give me a coffee!!! Or tea... or a Diet Coke!!!

I need calm down!