Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Circle of life!

The last night was weird ... An old friend, that was fighting with me one year ago, came to me and said apologize ...

A person that one year and a half ago, I never dreamed be friend, add me in MSN and it was very nice ...

Life is like a wheel, circle or ring! Our destiny always back and even those who were our enemies are that who help us when the circle is complete.

Introspectively, we can understend all ways and everything, when the return around the ring is complete.

Picture: João and me one year ago.

Monday, February 23, 2009


After 3 days with to much hot temperature, today is raining! Thank God! 40ºC is to much hot for my european skin!(I'm eropean descendent.) Rained throughout all day! But now, the air is fresh!

The leaves of trees reach my window... It's like a jungle! (laughs)

I can touch the leaves wet by rain! It's like my childhood, when I stood in the window watching the rain soak the trees...

When I was a little girl, I put a hand out the window and rain wet my hand...
I talked with the wind and ask that he send my messages to someone who was in the other side of the world! I do not know why I did it ... But I called every night to the wind, and ask which he sends my messages to someone in Japan... Today, was a former picture, I do not remember that there is more ...

In side of my house, I discovered my new nerd: Aline, my more old daughter. She received a gift... A old(and bad) note book... but she is not to much happy, because this computer is very slooooww...

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Studying Japanese!

I am studying Japanese!

Slowly, I learned the words and I learned the structure of sentences, which is so different from the Portuguese!

Hiragana and katakana are not so difficult! Kanji, which are ideograms, I have difficulty to remember the name in Japanese, because I look a kanji and I think the word in Portuguese.

The Japanese is a fantastic language, that reminds me of someone I love, that is so great than his native language.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009


This is my pictures about Esbath in last full moon:

This is me... like a witch! MWAHAHAHAHA!

Pot with light...

Selenna's Athame!

Eating!(eating to much!!)

Selenna and me.

Vega and me...

...Me and Vega.


Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Anywhere on the planet!

Yes, I'm depressive!

I try many many times ... but can not find reasons to follow ...

My dreams have died, and how much more I walk the road of life, is like the ring of Moebius, that always returns to same point, after many, many laps in itself.

I want to break my destiny! If have other lifes, I don't want reborn!
Maybe my heart is heavier than the penalty of Maat ... But Anubis still does not want to take me ...
I had a hard life ... and it still lasts! All believed that someday, no make sense!
I can not find my inspiration from life anywhere ... I drank coffee alone whole life! I can not bear the loneliness of life!

I can't to live in this way!
Or Maat will make the justice...

... or Anubis take me away soon!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Great Coffee!

This afternoon was great!
Me and my best friend, Amanda, combining to go drink coffee in the city center.

On the way, my sandal burst ...
My friend has a new sandal for this!
A beautiful sandal with details in silver and gold!
Amanda is really a amazing friend!!

Finally, we take coffee in McDonalds!

As always, she took black coffee weak and I took cappuccino!

We take pictures to remember the wonderful time we had together!

I just wanted to take pictures of my small foot, but Amanda got jealous and I had to take pictures of her foot, too! (laughs)

I wrote a tribute to her on a napkin:
"For my best friend in the all world: Amanda.
With all love in my heart!

I love you, my kind friend!
Our friendship is amazing! This Post is for you! (^-^)/

Tuesday, February 3, 2009


I'm walking...

Alone, but walking...

I'll win!

My dreams was broked... But I wanna be happy!

I don't believe anymore... But I wanna be winner!

Pray for me!

Sunday, February 1, 2009

New song

I'm trying to learn to have coffee alone again ... Not very pleasant task!

Incredibly, my loneliness brought me the inspiration!
Composed a new song!

The name of the song is: Rain of tears

This song say about my memories.
But how is my character, the music is very short. I do not know why, but I can not compose long songs.
Long poems, yes! Long musical compositions, no!

I mix languages in the lyric! Japanese and English...

I could not record, because my sound card is in serious trouble and the sound quality is awful!

I'll not post the lyric, to be sure that if the part in Japanese is correct.