Things that you never will read...

I'm here, just writing... writing things that you never will read!

Cause my feelings, maybe, you never will understand!

I listen the wind singing out side of my window...I really don't what he says...

The cold wind blows and can't stop to sing... what, what means?

The past, come to my heart, and this images are vivid to my eyes...

The wind is the responsible for this sensation?

Everything is coming colder and colder, day by day, over and over again...

I know you don't will read... but if you only knew that you are my inspiration...

How I can write? How I can sing?

The wind keep singing in this cold night... and I still can't understand what means...

Heavy Chest

Inside me it's like a big and heavy rock...

My chest hurts...

The truth exist?

Where is my hope?...

I really wanna try walk...

I really wanna try to keep in this way...

But how I'll can to do it?!

My legs are tired, my chest is heavy like a rock...

My hands don't move anymore!

Why this way is so difficult?

Why this suffer never end?

Why this peace never come?

Why why why?

The jokes from people that wants me sad are coming to limit of my straight!

They play them dirty games with me and never be tired to do the wickedness!

How much more I need to fight?

Where is the end?!

Where is the justice???

I just will keep with my heart without malice, and don't will judge!

I know that the truth is the light on my life!

Everything will be right in the right time...

When is the right time?

I really don't know...

In this moment, this pain just burn my soul...

Coffee with truth!

Drinking coffee in this cold time, Trying find answers...

I'm a crazy, I think so...

You told me it, in 2008... Yes! Completely crazy... about you!

I have so much questions without answer...

I'm looking the reality or fantasy!?

My life is a dream, my hope is craziness?

Where is the truth?!

I feel that you think about me!

I feel that you have no sure about your own feeling...

Maybe you wanna know what I'm thinking, what I'm feeling, just trying understand your self!

Perhaps, you just wanna know, if what I say is truth ...

So much questions without answers, too, I think so...

I would know why I need live this life, why I have this connection with you!!

Why I can't cut it???

I try so much times...

I have a feeling of protection,that I don't have with my life,but I have about yours!

You are so far and my only wish is know if you are fine!

Why I feel it?!

When you look my eyes, that day, I couldn't to speak with you... but you look so deep in my eyes!

What you wanted to say?... What you was trying to discovery inside me?!

Sometimes I just wanna listen about your feelings, understand your motives.... and finally, have peace between us!

I give to you my soul, if you say 'yes' to me!

I scream your name inside me every night... So much times I cry, cause I just wanted know that you are in peace with me...

I can't live without you! I can't live without know if you are fine...

My every morning, in this side of the world, I pray for your protection!

What more I can do?!

I want to drink coffee with you,

and speak about this matters...

speak about this questions of life,

that we haven't answers...