Open Arms

This week, I'm romantic...

I was listen - get closer -, but my friend post in his blog some musics...
One music is Open Arms(Journey). The american music not is my favorite, but by some razon, he listen musics that touch me...

My feelings are confused in this week... I'm romantic and I'm dreaming wake up...

This lyric translate a trifle about my feelings in this moment:

Open Arms

Lying beside you, here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mind
Softly you whisper, youre so sincere
How could our live be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side

So now I come to you, with open arms
Nothing to hide, believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping youll see what your love means to me
Open arms

Living without you, living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you, wanting you near
How much I wanted you home

But now that youve come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay.

I'm singing!

In this week I was talking about my old job, with Rúbens (Urusai's drummer). My old job, if you dont know, was singer... Oh yeah! I was a singer! I think so, I participated on 9 album recording. I'm not sure, because I participated on kids album, helping in producer. I think so, 6 years ago, I stoped! I decide be nurse and bith labor supporting! Yes! Now I'm doula!

I stoped because so much people sayd I was proud and selfish... I hate make people feel bad... I feel bad together... And I stoped to sing!

One or two years after that I decide stop, my producer charged me a favor and I recorded my last participation on an album recording...

After this, the music has become a nuisance. The music, which was everything in my life, it became horrible. I could no longer sing...

For five years, I was plunged into depression...

I do not remember that...

I'm not depressed now. In last year I changed my life radically! And the music is back in my life!
I'm not a singer again, but I'm happy, because I can listen music again!

I remember that, because I was talking about this with Rubens, and I saw the CD on my desk, near my computer... I taked the CD and read the date: 2004.

I do not remember that...



This music was my last: Ana uge tu liabudak! - I was born for praise! - Eu nasci pra te adorar!

For you...

Today I was thinking about you...

Thinking about how you are...

Thinking about if you will love me or, just, like me...

I was thinking about you!

Thinking abou how much I want you...

How much I like you... and maybe, How much I love you...

Why I like you? I realy don't know...

But, you are changing my life!

Times of Transformation!

My life is in the cross...

My dream will be come reality or I will wake up!

I'm worried and tired... I worked so much for a dream that wake up in my heart!

In the long long time, I will not let me dream... But the dreams wake up in my heart, because my friend's dream...

If the dream becomes reality, I will be more strong!

If not... I'll say "goodbye"!

Waiting...

Waiting for you...

Wainting for your love...

Waiting...

Waiting...

My tears in my face,

I feel you, without you...

This is the telepaty? I realy don't know...

I don't know if you like me... But I like you...

Truly mine? I don't know...

But I'm truly yours!