Alone

Today I think about I'm alone.
This is serious! Every time I'm alone!

For to much mouts Iwas completely submerged in my work! But my work failed in some points. I will need more time be stopped until a new project appears... But there is a problem:
I forgot how to live!

I do not know how to work on something else!

I spent many months on this chair,
looking, on occasion, which was out of my window... Working to much and never sleeping!

I forgot the time that I was going to events of anime, just for fun!

When the wind blows in my window, I felt good... But now, every thing disturbs me!

Everything disturbs me, because I'm thinking about my real life... and my life is completely alone!

I'm trying to live! God bless me for this!